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Reading manga and watching anime. I've been chastised by my friends a lot because of it :)

Molten chocolate cake with a huge double strawberry smoothie

 Wow.. its been quite a while since I updated, been so busy lately, not to mention the slow connections.

Every day I open the newspaper, the first thing I find in racism.. Why can't people just get along well? Why does someone has to think they're better than the rest because of the color of the skin, or religion?

Oh well, on the brighter side, I'm glad Kris won the Idol. Though I love Adam to death, it was a nice surprise when Ryan announced next-door-boy Kris' name. Love you Kris!!

Susan Boyle has a very strong voice, but I'm not sure if she's strong enough to win the contest. 

Nope, non, But I'm sure if I google my name, I'd find some having the same name

 Ok, now how does anyone know when one becomes a nuisance? When the said person doesn't return your phone calls, cut you off in the middle of sentences, and while referring to you, refers to as 'was' instead of 'is'. Yes, that is a very fine indication. Next you know it, she's married with kids... didn't I know? apparently, I didn't. So am I suppose to stalk you your whole life when you personally disconnected all contacts with me, without giving any reason whatsoever? Next thing you do, is to accuse me in front of a whole roomful of people, how I, your'best friend' wasn't there for you when you needed me the most. We're adults, and there we go back to our teens again. Maybe you shouldn't have slammed the door in my face, or maybe, you should have at least returned back a call of the countless messages I left you. Kyaa! I'm so angry right now, thats one of the reasons why I hate having any long-term friends, or rather, as you said 'frenemies'... 

Crabs, raw crabs. Don't even ask how.

A lot of J-Pop and J-Rock songs.

 Okay. Life's dilemas. So here I get an excitng offer for post graduation from an amazing college. That means I have to leave my job and family, since the college is abroad. My family has extended their support, even agreed to help out financially. But as days come nearer, they seem somehow reluctant. Reluctant to let me quit my job or go abroad, I could hear it in their calls. 

The fact is, I have no one I know in that country, not even a friend. So its scaring the hell out of my parents, and the rest of the family members. What seemed like something 'that would happen ages later', has already arrived. And people are running scared. They're making me nervous. And the fact is I do not know a single soul in that country isn't helping me either. And this is a life-time opportunity, if I loose it, I may never forgive myself  ever. 

*sigh*

 I get bored of people very easily. Next time I see someone, there's a smile on my face, and in my mind, it goes like, "Please lord... no more word about your baby," or like, "Please, I really don't care if you have a girlfriend or not..." and my head is bobbing up and down, smiling and nodding at correct times, so that the speaker is so pleased that the next time he/she wants to talk about something, he'll do it to me without hesitation.

Later on, when I recall the events I'm horrified at my thoughts. But then, maybe that is because some poeple are so full of themselves, they forget the fact that the world doesn't revolve around them. And I do not want to hurt their feelings. But maybe, sometimes, I do want to be asked about myself as well, or rather, i do want to speak to you about me. My boyfriend gets home every night tired as hell, and he doesn't want to talk about what happened at the office, nor would he ask about my work and day. 

Really, I wish to unburden myself sometimes, just tell people what I think and feel, just tell them to shut their trap up beacuse I have problems of my own to deal with, or rather, I simply don't care. Does it make me any less of a human?

*sigh*

Has anyone read 'Ring', 'Spiral' and 'loop' by Koji Suzuki? Those are drop-dead horror books, and my favorites.

Got this from marisa_aries  journal

 I got the job, and I feel the happiest person in the world! Yay!

Also, I've completed watching death Note episodes. I was wondering if there were some other animes similar to this, you know, thrill, action, in which everything moves like pawns of a chess board. i'd be glad to hear some recommendation.

So here's this, why don't all of you(everyone in my list) recommend their favorite anime?

Ja ne!

TO THE PEOPLE OF MY F-LIST WHO LOVE DEATH NOTE,

I'd love your views on this fic. And yes, I've no problems with constructive criticism.

( Chapter 1 )
Please tell me if I should continue this. Please!!!

survivor. stategy??? Hmm...

 My first post in here, dunno what to write. Lets see, I started off reading Brick Lane today. This was a book that I was utting off reading for a long long time. But I finally have the time now. I stopped jogging for a week, beacuse my ankle still hurts. kai messaged me today, i'm really glad he did. He's like my lifeline in this ocean of troubles Gah! I'm being poetic all of a sudden.

jayanta stopped calling me after the last fiasco. Its silly, and I'm so moody, and he's perhapes the only person who would keep up with my mood swings.

I need to create a userpic.